Something New....Someday

I am dry yet he is wet. I moan in rhythm but I fell in abyss. Common for the forest one, common in the new morning. Common for the lesser man. Common in the storming.

I Was deep in meditation the night before last. In my vision I was taken back into my childhood feeling of religious guilt. I kept seeing my path I was living, and I saw that according to my childhood belief system, I was on the devils road. Normally I don't think this way, and I fell very happy and comfortable with how i usually run my life. I feel that I am a good person, who gets to choose his own way and likes to explore a variety of options in spirituality and god. But because i was lost in my childhood belief system, I was feeling guided down the devils path. I realized that this system that i held so true in my past was actually forcing me to choose a deity and forcing me to worship something, but out of fear, not out love or any sort of spiritual devotion. I thought that I had worked out these issues. I thought that I was over my religious guilt. Apparently, I was not. I kept having to fight with myself. I kept having to tell myself that I was not ready to choose a de...